It’d be fair to say that shit is a hot topic for me. I blog about shit. I talk shit and now it turns out I’m also full of shit. Alas, while the coffee enema’s have been keeping the shit at bay and all those green juices have topped up the reservoirs of nourishment that my cells has been dying for, it appears that the shit has literally hit the fan…the candida’s won this battle and I have surrendered.
7 months ago I gave up my appointment to someone else to see Lesley (the Ubud queen of colonics), because I’m generous like that. In the words of Julia Roberts, Big mistake, Big, Huge! Maybe there was a more devine reason for this major oversight…?
I’d like to think that over that period of time, I’ve paid some serious attention to my emotional growth. Soothing my inner child, paying homage to my linneage and ancestral lines, appeasing god and my soul, being aware of my thoughts, words and actions, all those super cool hippie things that come with the rich tapestry of everyday life in Ubud. Retention of shit in Ubudian/Chinese/Ayurvedic terms is holding onto past emotions.
So maybe it was just time that was required after all of that emotional anguish and processing, to finally let go.
Who knows? But after I left my kaya toast addiction behind in Singapore, then rebounded into green juice and chia/flaxseed revitalisation on Cenningan Island, I heard an incessant and disconcerting voice pulling me back to Ubud … I needed to get rid of some shit.
So I rocked up to Smiling Buddha colonics…and I was not disappointed.
Little did I know just how much shit can be contained in such a petite person …On first examination, Putu was a little perturbed … citing gas pockets and burgeoning fullness … Lesley was beckoned over to which she exclaimed, I can’t believe you’re not seriously sick…what the heck is going on with your transverse colon? I see heavy metal toxicity… and a lot of old crap…and signs of malabsorption…gross.
Malabsorption? Malnutrition? Well I am in a third world…but really? Well I guess digesting the huge papaya I had for breakfast is challenging through a wall of fecal debris … This explains why I feel like my lungs have been rolled up to my chin – my transverse was loaded up like an over filled sausage roll… this is ever so slightly embarrassing. What of all those colonics I’ve had before? Clearly they’ve been SHIT!
While gently lavaging my inside with a stream of water, hydrating the 5 feet of this apparently ineffective organ, I felt distinctly full. The accompanying feeling of discomfort dispersed once peristalsis kicked in and my colon magically decided to wake the fk up and start doing its damn job. An hour and a half later, my lungs seem to have unfurled into their rightful place. My sternum seemed to have sunk into my chest instead of poking out. And I could BREATHE. Oh that’s what it feels like to breathe from my diaphragm…this feels good…
Today, after my second visit 48 hours later, I jumped on the scales to find I was over 2 kgs lighter…mmm…interesting…
I was a huge advocate for colonic irrigation. Now I’m just a huge advocate for Lesley’s colonic irrigation…which just goes to show that its not about just taking action, its all about getting the right team on board to take said action…
It’s not your heart that rules your emotions, its your gut
In all the reading that I’ve done, its clear to me that the connection between the mind and the gut is pretty strong. Its been rallied about that up to 90% of serotonin is produced in the gut. The gut is known as the ‘second brain’. The two way highway connection is represented by the Vagas nerve. It uncannily and eerily dispels the myth that emotions are dictated only by the brain and instead puts forward the theory that our gut, the qualities of the microbic bacteria and overall health of our colon could actually be affecting our brains…our feelings of wellbeing or overall fked-upness.
This connection is one I’ve been rabbiting on about to all and sundry that would listen…anxiety, stress…while y’all might be familiar with depression being linked to serotonin levels, would you consider that all those negative thoughts might be causing a little bacterial overgrowth in the gut that was then depleting serotonin and then creating depression? It’s back to front, ass about face and just as you thought, all at once.
How can a tee totalling, non coffee partaking, fit girl literally be full of shit?
In instances where the sympathetic nervous system has experienced a strong response to stress, the vagas nerve swings into excessive action, with a compensatory parasympathetic nervous system reaction.
When our bodies are in post traumatic stress, they respond to anything as a threat, including food. When we eat under stress, we interrupt all the phases of digestion. Institute for the psychology of eating
The dominoes really start to fall once the digestive system fails for a prolonged period of time. All of a sudden other maladies start to appear, bacterial overgrowth, hypothyroidism, liver congestion, arrythmia, diabetes…
Symptoms your digestion is off
I think most of you know me well enough by now to realise I think most illnesses start with the gut. In my experience, I’ve had more than a 2 way street going, its more like a perpetual race track. Here’s a few symptoms I’ve experienced that while some would accept as just part of daily existence, I don’t.
Difficulty breathing through the diaphragm.
Any protrusion from the sternum down to the lower abdomen.
Water retention, gas, bloating, puffiness
Anxiety, depression, stress, hypertension, brain fog
Constipation, indigestion, acid reflux
Tension or tightness in the belly
IBS, Crohns, Leaky bowel, any chronic GI issue
Body aches, stiff muscles and joints
How to keep your agni firing
Theres everything to be said for a healthy diet, but I’m afraid that from experience, this doesn’t cut it once the body has been mistreated for long periods of time. Detoxification really needs to address whatever imbalances have resulted before returning to the usual ‘food as medicine’ protocol.
Colonics – Literally get the old shit cleared out.
Relax – Activate the parasympathetic nervous system with yoga, meditation, qi gong, rest, alone time.
Movement – stimulate the lymphatic system
High Fibre diet – High in fruit and vegetables and easily digestible foods
Probiotics – replacing flora in the gut with a multi strain probiotic
Colon cleansing with herbs – Colonics will only clear out the large intestine. Herbal remedies will clean the small intestine. Herbs in my current formula include :
Colon formula – black walnut hull, wormwood, cats claw, aloe vera, senna, pineapple, papaya, cloves, neem, triphala, turkey rhubarb
Lymph formula – echinacea, goldenseal, cleaver, astragalus, fenugreek, mullein, red clover, ashwaghanda
I can literally feel tension and anxiety draining away when I’m having a colonic…it feels pretty amazing. The funny thing is that I barely realise how its impacting on my overall wellbeing – just like weight gain – small decisions add up until 6 kgs later you look at a photo and despise what looks back- in my case – I forgot what it felt like to feel vital, calm and empty. I literally had the shits.
Equanimity def: Mental calmness, composure and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation