The Matrix


Welcome home me!

After a crazy week, but an astoundingly enjoyable?? flight home….Air NZ of course!…..I touched down in Auckland to the most beautiful sunny day.  I was picked up and taken away from Auckland chaos to my very good friends amazing slice of paradise….Trees, hills, valleys, a dog…bliss.  For 2 days, I slept, was fed amazing food and was very spoilt.  Serenity.  Peace.  Good company.   Thanks guys, you rock!

It feels good, but challenging to be home.  I flew into Wellington this morning.  It was also a beautiful sunny day down here.  As I sat eating a whole pizza to myself with a friend today, I looked out the window.  I had a moment.  This is what I said to him:

I’m in the matrix.  Everything here is fake.  Everyone is wearing a shield of fakeness. They live in their fake houses, pursue their fake careers and live their fake lives.  Why?  Is it because the reality of who they are is too scary to present to the world?

Everyone tries so hard to be an adult, to be taken seriously, to build up an image.  That image turns into an emotional shield.  And all of a sudden, we’re not feeling anymore, we’re robots, the Matrix.  Maybe this is judgemental, maybe its all comparative to my experience in coming from Ubud where everyone strives to be in touch with the reality of who they are.  A requirement of this is to live in heartspace, Not Ego….or maybe…just maybe, I might be onto something….

My solution to the feeling of ickiness I felt from this was very simple.  Take some time out for ME!  This afternoon I meditated.  I lay in bed for 4 or 5 hours, listening to music, writing this blog and journalling and contemplating.  I contemplated the question I always contemplate when I’m stuck and not sure of what to do next:

What do you want right now, at this moment in time?

It turned out I wanted a Rapunzel Coco Sesamini…which…sidenote… are these amazing coconut and sesame seed snack bars…so yum!

And secondly, I wanted to reach out to my audience and ask you to consider something for me.

When was the last time you danced like no one was watching?

When was the last time you stayed in bed all day?

When was the last time you daydreamed?

When was the last time you did something for you?

When was the last time you embraced your inner child?

When was the last time you had a massage?

When was the last time you lay on the grass and stared at the clouds?

When was the last time you got up to watch the sunrise?

Connect like you did in the 90’s

I had to say 90’s because in 1980 I was 4 years old, and in 1989 I was 13 years old.  I would say most of my phone conversations took place in the 90’s.  When I say phone conversations I’m actually referring to those old dial phones.  Phone numbers were 4 digits long…ours was 7138.  My best friend was 8283.

Often you’d be on the phone for 2 or 3 hours with your friends.  If somebody was using the phone, the phone was engaged.  There wasn’t any call waiting.  Your friend had your full undivided attention.  Actually you’d also spent 8 hours that day at school with them.  And you still had stuff to talk about.

Often you wanted to go and see them.  So you’d get on your bike.  Or maybe you’d both get on your bikes and you’d go off an the river..or down to the beach.  I remember so many afternoons whiled away, building huts by the river, playing in the forest and running amok in the paddocks, riding horses, riding rams?…we were out in the sunshine, barefoot on the grass, tanned, wild and free…..  Where did that type of childhood disappear to?

The Inner child

When I was at primary school, purple crayons were valuable.  All the crayons would sit in the sun along the window ledge, melting.  When it was time to draw, there was always a run for the ice-cream container with the most purple crayons.

Purple has always been my Mum’s favourite colour.  Purple was my favourite colour for about 2 weeks.  I still like it.  But its more that it has huge significance for me now.  I’ve had so many synchronicities that involve the colour purple.

Firstly, when I think about purple, it reminds me to embrace that part of me, my inner child that loves to dance, sing, play, have fun, be silly… I did when I was 4 or 5.  When you’re 4, you’re so innocent, untouched, unshaped.  You’re entranced by small miracles…you’re wowed by the beauty and movement of a butterfly….

Aura’s and a random cow story

I have a friend who can see Aura’s.  We have a very close connection.  Aura’s are intriguing to me, because I can’t see them, but usually I can guess what mine is by whatever colour I’m attracted to that day.  I don’t see it, but I feel it.  Today I’m navy blue.  The colour of groundedness.  This completely make sense, not only because I feel grounded, but because of this story……

This morning I woke up to see the sunrise.  It was at 6.04am in the beautiful Ness Valley.  But because the Ness is a valley, I didn’t see the sun until closer to 7am.  I climbed up the hill behind the house and sat down on my jacket.  The grass was dewy and cold.  I set spotify to random shuffle.  I waited.

The next song was Good life by One Republic.  It was kind of perfect.  And I wanted to dance.  So I danced…I danced for a long time.

….I stopped when I felt a large wet tongue on my arm.  When I looked up I was surrounded by cows.  They were weirdly attracted to flailing crazy girl.  They were trying to lick me and my things like a salt block.  Sidenote: If there are any cow psychologists in my audience, I’d be interested in your explanations as to why I was seen by a herd of cows as a block of himalayan salt!!!

My aura’s to date have gone from orange to blue to lavender to purple.  I’ve added an article, at the end of this blog, if you’re interested in knowing what the different aura’s mean.

2015 Dream

Goodbye 2014 Year of the horse confrontations, chaos and illumination. Welcome 2015 Year of the sheep…integration.

I wanted to provide some context around 2014 for you, and reassure you that 2015 will be so much more enjoyable.  I say I wanted, not I will, because my phone has died and it has a really good article on it which I can’t share.   In summary, it describes the above.  The year of the horse was a year of challenges, tests and survival.  Congratulations if you made it out in one piece!  There’s only a few more days to go, before peace reigns down on you in bucket loads.

The year of the sheep – 2015 – will be a walk in the park compared to 2014.  Breathe out a sigh of relief, and get ready with your New Years resolutions.  You get to integrate everything you’ve learned this year.  But….in a lovely supportive, easy breezy way.  I’d like to support you in anyway I can.  If you have any requests on subject topics, please do ask!

In the meantime, I invite you all to embrace your true self, your inner child and take some time for you….gather your purple crayons, dance in a paddock of cows, feel the freedom of endless time….dream….


Aura Color Meanings

The aura is the electromagnetic field that surrounds the human body (Human Energy Field-HEF) and every organism and object in the Universe.

The Human Energy Field as a collection of electro – magnetic energies of varying densities that permeate through and emit or exit from the physical body of a living person. These particles of energy are suspended around the healthy human body in an oval shaped field. This “auric egg” emits out from the body approximately 2-3 feet (1 metre on average) on all sides. It extends above the head and below the feet into the ground.
To see a photo of the aura, please click here.
The aura consist of seven levels/layers/auric bodies . Each one of the subtle bodies that exist around the physical body, has its own unique frequency. They are interrelated, and affect one another and the person’s feelings, emotions, thinking, behaviour, and health as well. Therefore a state of imbalance in one of the bodies leads to a state of imbalance in the others.


1) Physical auric body – Physical sensations. Simple physical comfort, pleasure, health.

2) The etheric auric body – Emotions with respect to self. Self-acceptance and self love.

3) Vital auric body – Rational mind. To understand the

situation in a clear, linear, rational way.

4) Astral (emotional) body – Relations with others. Loving interaction with friends and family.

5) Lower mental auric body – Divine will within. To align with the divine will within, to make commitment to speak and follow the truth.

6) Higher mental auric body – Divine love, and spiritual ecstasy.

7) Spiritual (intuitive) body – Divine mind, serenity. To be connected to divine mind and to understand the greater universal pattern.

Learn How to See Auras.
Aura Color Meanings

RED AURA COLOR MEANING: Relates to the physical body, hart or circulation.The densest color, it creates the most friction. Friction attracts or repels; MONEY worries or obsessions; anger or unforgiveness; anxiety or nervousness

Deep Red: Grounded, realistic, active, strong will-power, survival-oriented.

Muddied red: Anger (repelling)

Clear red: Powerful, energetic, competitive, sexual, passionate

Pink-bright and light: Loving, tender, sensitive, sensual, artistic, affection, purity, compassion;new or revieved romantic relationship. Can indicate clairaudience.

Dark and murky pink: Immature and/or dishonest nature

Orange Red: Confidence, creative power

In a good, bright and pure state, red energy can serve as a healthy ego.

ORANGE AURA COLOR: Relates to reproductive organs and emotions.The color of vitality, vigor, good health and excitement. Lots of energy and stamina, creative, productive, adventurous, courageous, outgoing social nature; currently experiencing stress related to apetites and addictions;

Orange-Yellow: Creative, intelligent, detail oriented, perfectionist, scientific.

YELLOW AURA COLOR MEANING: Relates to the spleen and life energy. It is the color of awakening, inspiration, intelligence and action shared, creative, playful, optimistic, easy-going.

Light or pale yellow: Emerging psychic and spiritual awareness; optimism and hopefulness; positive excitement about new ideas.

Bright lemon-yellow: Struggling to maintain power and control in a personal or business relationship; fear of losing control, prestige, respect, and/or power.

Clear gold metallic, shiny and bright: Spiritual energy and power activated and awakened; an inspired person.

Dark brownish yellow or gold: A student, or one who is straining at studying; overly analitical to the point of feeling fatigued or stressed; trying to make up for “lost time” by learning everything all at once.

GREEN AURA COLOR MEANING: Relates to heart and lungs.It is a very comfortable, healthy color of nature. When seen in the aura this usually represents growth and balance, and most of all, something that leads to change.Love of people, animals, nature; teacher; social

Bright emerald green: A healer, also a love-centered person

Yellow-Green: Creative with heart, communicative

Dark or muddy forest green: Jealousy, resentment, feeling like a victim of the world; blaming self or others; insecurity and low self-esteem; lack of understanding personal responsibility; sensitive to perceived criticism

Turquoise: Relates to the immune system.Sensitive, compassionate, healer, therapist.

BLUE AURA COLOR MEANING: Relates to the throat, thyroid. Cool, calm, and collected. Caring, loving, love to help others, sensitive, intuitive.

Soft blue: Peacefulness, clarity and communication;truthful; intuitive

Bright royal blue: Clairvoyant; highly spiritual nature; generous; on the right path; new opportunities are coming

Dark or muddy blue: Fear of the future; fear of self-expression; fear of facing or speaking the truth

PURPLE/INDIGO AURA COLOR MEANING: Relates to the third eye, visual and pituitary gland.Intuitive, sensitive, deep feeling.

VIOLET AURA COLOR MEANING: Relates to crown, pineal gland and nervous system.The most sensitive and wisest of colors. This is the intuitive color in the aura, and reveals psychic power of attunement with self.Intuitive, visionary, futuristic, idealistic, artistic, magical.

LAVENDER AURA COLOR MEANING: Imagination, visionary, daydreamer, etheric.

SILVER AURA COLOR MEANING: This is the color of abundance, both spiritual and physical. Lots of bright silver can reflect to plenty of MONEY, and/or awakening of the cosmic mind.

Bright metallic silver: Receptive to new ideas; intuitive; nurturing

Dark and muddy gray: Residue of fear is accumulating in the body, with a potential for health problems, especially if gray clusters seen in specific areas of the body

GOLD AURA COLOR MEANING: The color of enlightenment and divine protection. When seen within the aura, it says that the person is being guided by their highest good. It is divine guidance. Protection, wisdom, inner knowledge, spiritual mind, intuitive thinker.

BLACK AURA COLOR MEANING: Draws or pulls energy to it and in so doing, transforms it. It captures light and consumes it.Usually indicates long-term unforgiveness (toward others or another) collected in a specific area of the body, which can lead to health problems; also, entitities within a person’s aura, chakras, or body; past life hurts; unreleased grief from abortions if it appears in the ovaries

WHITE AURA COLOR MEANING: Reflects other energy. A pure state of light. Often represents a new, not yet designated energy in the aura.Spiritual, etheric and non-physical qualities, transcendent, higher dimensions. Purity and truth; angelic qualities.

White sparkles or flashes of white light: angels are nearby;can indicate that the person is pregnant or will be soon

EARTH AURA COLORS: Soil, wood, mineral, plant. These colors display a love of the Earth, of being grounded and is seen in those who live and work on the outdoors….construction, farming, etc. These colors are important and are a good sign.

RAINBOWS: Rainbow-colored stripes, sticking out like sunbeams from the hand, head or body: A Reiki healer, or a starperson (someone who is in the first incarnation on Earth)

PASTELS: A sensitive blend of light and color, more so than basic colors. Shows sensitivity and a need for serenity.

DIRTY BROWN OVERLAY: Holding on to energies. Insecurity.

DIRTY GRAY OVERLY: Blocking energies. Guardedness.



  1. Mike · December 29, 2014

    Actually I’m quite comfortable with my reality and authenticity. Not much fake about the year and week just gone. Perhaps watch the generalisations.

    Liked by 1 person

    • Kirsty Healey · December 29, 2014

      Tx for your comment..and for your advice…ill bear that in mind. As with every blog. .it’s the writers opinion, personal outlook & freedom of thought that is the basis of opinion. . ..Generalisations are inevitable when you’re looking through one set of eyes. Interpretation and any corresponding response welcomed by the reader. Offense is an optional response!


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