Yesterday, everything changed.
My mentor and dear friend Jehanne gave me a piece of advice that has become a daily guidance…a way of being:
Let life unfold
Since I’ve been in Bali I’ve been running myself ragged. I’ve been running from workshops to healing sessions, to school, then out late every night with friends. All of my sessions have added a piece to the puzzle. However if I were to feel into what has bought me closer to my quest, there are 2 sessions that have literally changed my life. One of them was an ozone treatment with my talented friend Barni. The other my session yesterday with Tino.
I could never discount my other sessions by simply comparing them to these 2. But perhaps I can give you an insight into the significance of the feeling attached. This is what I said to my friend after she asked how my session was:
“I’ve just had one of those experiences that change and shape the fabric of your life”
………Scotty came to my session with Tino yesterday. He came to bathe me in love and light. It was a heart breaking, beautiful session. He’s always watching over me. He says he doesn’t visit because he doesn’t want to make me sadder than I am….
Tino is many things…a psychic, healer, shamen and bodyworker. He saves people.
Tino’s session was physically and emotionally painful. But it felt so right.
His expertise lies in releasing emotions trapped in the body, emotions that have manifested themselves in physical illness. He unlocks the energy. He disperses it by…belching..yeap..he burps it out..just like John Coffey in the movie Green Mile..you know the movie with Tom Hanks?? It’s so surreal. .
He did a lot of work with me around getting me out of my head and into my heart…also unlocking my throat chakra. He was asking me to let it go. I knew I had to let it go. I could feel it in my body, but I didn’t know how. Because I was thinking. Not feeling. It’s my natural, comfortable state of being to revert back to ego rather than face being vulnerable.
Everything has changed for the better.
My sentient abilities have a little offshoot that you might have read about yesterday. .I’m also an empath. Basically I feel others emotions. I’ve experienced this ability to its full extent, twice now. Both emergency situations. Both scared the shit out of me and made me feel crazy, volatile.
However, recently I’ve begun to ‘settle into’ these abilities and much more beautiful experiences have occurred. Recently, whenever I think about a friend and her newly acquainted love interest, I feel her love for him and love songs pop into my head that I’m compelled to pass on.
This is of course a reflection of my hearts desire. I want everyone to have what Scotty and I had. I want them to experience what we felt.
This post is a pivotal post for me. Many of you don’t understand my quest..what drives me to exhaustion. Chris helped me to understand this concept properly:
Mastery of Mind, Body and Spirit
One of the questions I ask all of my mentors regularly is, ‘ What do I need to do right now to develop myself today? Tino asked me to simply feel my way..heart over head…
With that in mind I’m going to step out of my brain and into my heart and share with you the first song that Scotty ever gave to me.
In my quest for mastery I went searching far and wide. Yes I’ve found answers. Yes I’ve found tools. That information is serving to help me unlock the secrets I’ve been carrying with me all along.
I’ll tell you another little secret. .
What you have right now in this moment is perfect, beautiful, and can become everything that you want it to be. It simply takes some effort, some communication, and a whole lotta’ love!
I invite you to take a day where you simply go where your heart leads you. Strengthen your intuition. Follow the breadcrumbs.
Let life unfold.
A song for you: Maybe this song will describe the ‘place’ I go to sometimes. It used to be all the time. Now its just sometimes. But whenever Inna & I go to Shisha and listen to our fav singer Justine…this is always a mandatory ‘dance or you’re fired’ song.
A video for you: I like to think of it as Love in Motion. It is simply beautiful, and stands as a testament to what everyone can create when they are full of passion about what they love doing, and who they love doing it with 🙂
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